Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I talk to the walls

so many things are bothering me lately
I wish I had someone to talk to, one who won't judge
but I had none


and these things are still bothering me
lately it seems like I'm losing to reality
nothing seems to ever goes my way


I used to be ashamed of admitting that I feel lonely
but now I don't anymore
I feel lonely sometimes
everybody does
it's just a natural thing, as things change and moments are replaced


I'm longing for some things now
and longing is waiting with a bunch of hope that develops into expectations
when you're not God, expectation is a bad thing
expectations kill surprise
and life is full of surprise


But if I live without desires
might as well I'd just be dead
Desire stimulates changes
and life is all about changes


so what now?

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